Emotional High

Last night, i was in my room, doing my regular tidying up... when all of a sudden... bam! i was so down i was having a difficult time breathing... i was so down, it was more like melancholic.. and wait.. was that a teardrop? i felt really weird... what ignited this flame of passion? just a simple conversation about the past. but like what ive been telling grace last night... even if you move on and you're definite that you've forgotten about the past, you'll never be completely ok. there'd still be a time when u look back and then u laugh, or sometimes u feel bad.. hell, ive this quotable quote w/c i sent to gracee yesterday:
"When your heart gets broken, something inside you dies, and it never heals. you may recover, but never completely"
so feeling ko gumagawa ako ng sarili kong book of sonnets.. haha.. well that's just one.. i said more of those, i never thought i could be that deep sometimes.. as if i dont know myself.. seriously, last night, i wanted to get drunk and cry..
well anyway, i went from happy to sad and back to happy again when i spoke with my sister afterwards... i envy young people.. everything seems so easy, everyday they're carefree. i thought there are still simple things that i could be thankful for and collectively, they're massive. like my friends, my family, my experiences..
gracee, you're the best... thanks for listening to me even when you're busy at work.. love yah!!!! our duckies.....