Hate Letter

Mood: Disappointed

i was looking around... i see a lot of things. a lot of things I can be genuinely thankful for. Those minute details that I have often times took for granted. Then with almost a tear dropping from my eyes.. I realize how lucky I am.

I wake up one morning and realized someone so dear to me turned into this person that i never in my wildest thoughts, that I'd ever meet. Ever in my whole life, much more rub elbows with. I'm disappointed really. Devastated. Broken hearted. But try as i may, there's nothing I can do.

I pity those who've fallen apart and blamed the world. They feel they have been forsaken, forgotten. Hence, they are taking solitude in the wrong people and things.

I say, to hell with you people. It's bad enough that this world is full of angst as it is. Increments of yours will not make it a better place. It's sickening. Disgusting. Instead of showing off to the world how vengeful you are, tis better to just shut up and leave it at peace.

There is so much to be thankful for. So many things you are taking for granted. It pains me that you are ignoring these things, because not everyone is as lucky as you. There is so much that you can do and you are throwing it all away.

It doesn't bother me though. I've grown numb over time. What pisses me off is that the people I love, those who are special to me, they are the ones who are getting hurt. I look into their eyes and i see they're torn.

Grow up. I know you're doing this deliberately. You enjoy inflicting pain to those who care for you. It's pathetic. One day, you'll wake up and regret everything. Still, I care enough and hope that you don't. I'm just here, buzz if you need me.